More hours of work :(

Just received a call from my teadot manager saying i need to work more hours during my ITP..I wonder if i will die if i work for more than 16 hours in a day !!! She even asked whether i can work more hours this week .

I am at my max. Didn't mean i dun complain, i am not tired and all. Friends see me as chiongster. The real fact is all i want is just study. I choose not to say anything. I feel bad sometimes for grabbing all their slots at t17 and other places :(

Mum, you are the best in the world. You gave the best motivations when i need it the most. It's really sad when you are the one comforting others and yet you can't comfort and help yourself when you need it the most. Mum, I Love you ! And never say yourself useless as a mother !! Even your daughters are paying their own school fees ! Be proud of us ! ;D

Dad, i left your last question to me unanswered. You asked to tell you the amount of my school fees so that you can debit money into my account. I never tell. I never wanted you to think about it at all . Even though you told me it's your responsibilities. I shall reveal to you now. Each semester will be around 2K..But by the time i graduate i think i owe the bank ard 20K.. lol

I am sorry. I love you, dad. Miss you :(

I am strong as both of you raise us to be. I know i can do it !!! :D

Wish i can go back longer to my hometown !

I dun even dare to say the word :(

Hungry !!! T___T

CuteDog is hungry !! D;

Yearnings for lots of sushi!!! ...hot hot de xiao long bao ...hotdogs.... Waa...hungry sia.. >.<

And soon.... i shall be able to tear chicken meat !!! Can't wait ! XD

DRivers ~

If you see 8086 means Intel de.... Either Intel Management or..etc etc

Acer de model must instal camera (crystal eye ...)

High definition audio got two : One instal from audio there..the other from Intel

Audio and VGA (graphic card) instal by clicking setup file

CANNOT INSTAL THEM ONE after the other !! Must restart !

Launch manager won't appear at device manager

Network Bus controller is USB ( Ohhh...) lol

Windows 7 will auto update Bluetooth de driver when ON it

Jot it down cos i dowan to forget it ><

Hard-to-Breathe

God Damn my heart !! :(

My tired tears ... :(

我只是善文 ...

Imperfect closure of the left valve of my heart leading to heart beating fast..

Walking abit too fast or things suddenly go fast pace, I will lose my oxygen.. i don't like the feeling of "drowning" every time.. But all these won't stop me from doing the things i like ~ !

How long has it been when i can breathe normal? I want to breathe :(

I don't want to get up in the morning feeling all so sucky and beating fast all of the sudden when my alarm rings...

I have another year to go before leaving SP soon. I have no regrets coming to SP. I could have chosen SIM but i never. I started my first job in this school also.. Since then, i learnt and enjoyed the process of learning and mastering the new things that i have learnt. I learnt alot especially since last year till now. These knowledge can only come by guidance and working experience. Truly valuable :) Making all sorts of beverages and learning IT when i am an IT idiot to start with. All this really made me proud of myself man.... :D

I will be starting my internship soon in another 2-3 weeks time. Hmmm..this will the first time i work in something related to my course and study. I am excited to learn. However, overall, I still like Spice job the best :)

A place where i come across a lot of people and had fun interacting with them :D I worked till i have become attached to the place..And being too attached is definitely is not a good thing to me..I wonder how things would change when ZhiMing leaves t17. Would i prefer to go Teadot more? Definitely a deja wu feeling..Since Chriciel , Matthew...then Zhiming... :)

Things that i listened definitely will not going to affect me staying there to help up!

Zm,take things as they come ! Everything happens for a GOOD reason ! Jiayou ! You will Recover de! You told me this ! :)

Hmmmm..i need time for myself seriously...when will all these ends? Exams, ITP, and year three coming ! I am damn tired.. What's worst? Things wouldn't stop for you.. Even worst. Why am i always trying so hard? :(

miss ya dad

Seriously. I need rest. Leg pain and back pain! D:

Tea-raphy :)

Hmmm..It has been nearly a month since i work at Teadot..I started work on the 11th Jan.. =D

I really enjoyed myself ..although starting was really very energy-draining..Got used to it now and the people there are very friendly.. :)

I love all the free flow drinks ! :D

The most important is that i got to learn how to make different types of yummy beverages so that I can make and serve to my friends if they come to my house next time...hehee... ^^

I broke one glass today and 7 dollars will be cut off frm my salary...T.T

Hmmm... The glass is too transparent and i didnt even know that i knocked it down till i saw the glass pieces inside the sink... D:
Somehow, the thinking that our heart is made out of glass strucks me...Yea...It is transparent too, i guess..And u need to search hard for it...That is why it is easy to break it...I treasure my heart alot now..I am really glad that i can listen to fast songs now!

Hmmm...I won't say there is something wrong with me but I am getting very careless and forgetful... More blur than sotong .My reflexes all abit slow also.. :( Lucky that there're people beside me to spot my mistakes!! The thing is just in front of me or i mistook it the other way round..Haiz..Easily get lost and out of control de feeling...I lost my balance very frequent.. I never said it out but all these feelings really sucks..It is like i know that i am falling, that is why i need to grab hold of something....I nearly broke a glass cos of that too :(

My back abit uncomfortable when i study at lib during my break... D:

Nearly 2am !! Haiz... Can i skip all my lessons tmr ? Yawn*

nite !!

Hiding behind e misty cloud

Distinct and yet confusing round wh

moon tht i see during the day 6pm